Lots going on...maybe too much and I don't have time to process one 'event' before the next hits. That leaves a long time between posts during which I forget a lot of things that I wanted to post about. Ah well...life a bitch and she's in heat.
Lots of game changes lately with lots of drama. People getting burned by supposed friends, people complaining about unreasonable demands placed on them only to place similar demands on others and generally me getting pissed off behind the screen and asking myself why the fuck I bother. Don't get me wrong...I have fun at times (and honestly, the second that stops I'm out) but man........Drama........If people come back after leaving months ago because of dramatic bullshit, don't start screwing with them again....in short, don't be an asshole because if you do and they leave again its you who sucks....not them. They are the smart ones.
I hate flying by the seat of my pants........I can go from calm and placid to pulse pounding pissed off in about 1/8th of a second when people just assume that I'm going to stop, drop and roll because they failed to plan or even think.........did that for 20+ years in a job and in places that lack of planning could get you fucked up or killed. Therefore, I tend to take a less than charitable view of it now. "A lack of planning on your part doesn't constitute a state of emergency on my part." Learn it, live it and love it. Shit happens...sure...but shit doesn't happen every single day....if it does.....take a good hard look cause you are fucking up.
What the fuck is wrong with this world......or more accurately, what the fuck is wrong with people? I mean, I know we suck...I know we are little more than an intelligent parasite but man.....we justify the evils we do in terms of "greater good", "national security", "religious devotion" and a bunch of other weak kneed cop out bullshit. We rape, we kill, we steal, we enslave, we destroy the planet our children NEED to live on and we have some self righteous bullshit excuse. I should never be given the choice to let the human race live or die because I honestly don't know which way I'd go. I mean, is it all or nothing.....do I get to keep some of the monkeys alive in hopes that they'll smarten up this time around? Maybe that's why God told Noah he'd never do it again.......maybe he didn't know either and he didn't want to take the chance....maybe. Maybe he's letting us kill ourselves off.......maybe.
Wow.....that last bit was depressing. Ah well......back to the Boondocks
